The Fault In Our Stars

Here is the thing, I'm a good person, but I'm a shitty writer (well I'm trying to quote Augustus Waters from the book 'The Fault In Our Stars'), not really. I'm probably not a good person and I am not a good writer either, yet again I'm trying to write in my blog. And I pity you who read my putrid posts, I'm sorry but I told you I'm not a good writer, didn't I?

Well I'm not here to write a post on how suck I am at writing things, I'm here to, I don't know, express my feeling? So yeah, after months of no new posts - perks of having huge tests - , I come back with a post that literally just about my bubling about a book I finished less than an hour ago called The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. (I HIGHLY RECOMMEND YOU TO READ THAT)

It's all begin yesterday when I had nothing to do except scrolling down though my timeline on Twitter, feeling bored to death, then I found a post; a quote specifically. It was from this book called The Fault in Our Stars. Then I read that and at first I didn't get it so I left it. Then I scrolled down again and found someone tweeted about the film version of it, and saying that the film will be the death of hers. Now I'm curious. So I looked for the e-book and started reading it.

 23 hours later, after the most spinning 15 hours in my life, I finished it. I finished the book. And I'm speechless, yet I have weird feeling. It's like I'm having a hole in my heart, and I don't even know why. The story was just perfect. The phrases were perfect. Everything's perfect that when you finish it you got a whole new point of view of this world. Like you're no longer lying to yourself and just be bald about everything, whether it hurts or not, because eventually hurtful truth is better than comforting lies. Then you'll believe in love. I don't know. I just can't describe it. It feels like you're reading A Walk To Remember, but in a different way (this is why I'm a bad writer, I'm so stupid at explaining things and put up sophisticated words or whatsoever). 

Anyway, when you read this book, you just enjoy every single sentences of it. You kind of 'in the story' and just going with the rollercoaster of the story, but you only ride up (here I quote him again). Not really. You would also go down. One time, you would feel joy and happy and perfect, then the other time you would feel sad, broken, depressed. I don't know, all kind of bad and good feelings, I just felt that. And will too, If you read the story.

oh stupid me. Well me being the stupid-ass-writer forget to tell you what this book about. This book is about Hazel, a 16 yo girl who has lung cancer-and obsession toward a book called An Imperial Affliction, and her life. Okay so just it. I can't tell you without giving you any spoiler. But I can assure you that you wont regret once you made the decision to read this book. It is amahziiing!!! I actually googled what it osteosarcoma and Anne Frank's book and biography! It's just amazing that you'll feel anxious everytime you do stop reading it, even for taking pee! haha

Okay, this random post is getting more absurd with each and every word I write. So yeah, I'll leave it out here. But I will give you my fav quotes of the book, anyway. Dont forget to read the books! oh and the movie is coming this year!! and augustus is played by the handsome Ansel Elgort and the beautiful Shailene Woodley! xx

"The marks humans leave are too often scars" - Augustus Waters, The Fault in Our Stars.