Unsaid Love

"Una delle cose più difficili nella vita è avere parole nel vostro cuore che non si può pronunciare"

- James Earl Jones

--"One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter"

There probably are so many things you wish to say, but you can't. Love, for example.

You think you have crush on somebody. You have no reason why you have those weird feeling toward  him, you just somehow have it. When he's around, your mood suddenly increased. When he's away, even in the happiest event of your life, deep down on your heart you feel empty. When he smiles, nothing's matter anymore, even your pain. But when he hurts, you feel all the pain he feels. Cliche, but it somehow just happen to you. 

Then you have these thought; what if? What if it's not just 's crush'? What if you just fall for him? What if it is love you are feeling now? What if..?

Then you are forced to face the reality; you can't say that. You can, but you won't. Because you hesitate, of yourself, of your feeling. Those hesitations lead you to the hardest thing; the unsaid love. The love that will stay in your heart forever if you don't utter it. 

 

#Recovery, Move On!

"Recovery is that feeling when you start to move on and make things better for yourself, because yesterday is gone and tomorrow is here." - Justin Bieber

p.s: If you wanna hear the song just click here! :)

Joie de Vivrie

Joie de Vivrie. The joy of my life.
I swear that's the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. 
It's so deep if you can find the meaning of it, or if you're falling in love.
No, I'm not falling in love.
I currently read some fanfictions, and they somehow just make feel like like this.
Like I'm falling in  love but I'm not.

But, Joie de Vivire. Isn't that just sounds so right?
Even though I just read the sentence.. I somehow can feel it.
Suddenly, everything seems so beautiful
The fresh air, the trees, the flowers, the water
Everything seems so alive

Joie de Vivrie
Have you ever imagine the joy that bought by someone?
Have you ever imagine the feeling of being with someone?
The happiness which seemed like it will stay forever?
When that one person finally fill the hole of  your life?

Joie de Vivrie. the joy of my life.
I want to find one, not now cause I'm too young to  even think about it
But if I can wish, I wish I could find the joy of my life.
So I could feel perfect and filled.
So I could wake up every morning with big stupid smile on my face
because I know that I'm loved.

And I hope you are my joie de vivrie, Mr. Right. 

#heartbreaker 2

SOOOO guys Hearbreaker finally out and we're slaying and Justin's slaying! In less than 10 hours, Heartbreaker already on #1 in more than 50 country!! :) The song is so deep and meaningful! I've gotten so damn emotional while listening to it, and when he speech... unbelieveable. and whoever which havent listened to heartbreaker, you can listen HERE but dont forget to buy it on iTunes :)

AAAAND Here is the lyric ;)


Girl you don’t know how I feel
Since you been away oh baby
Any chance that you could take my call?
If you got you today
You say that you don’t wanna talk but it’s cool
Been thinkin’ about you all day long, hopin you’ll pick up your phone
And I know that I don’t wanna lose your love oh baby, oh baby
Oh girl I got a secret place that we can go
Cuz I really wanna be alone
Baby nobody else gotta know
Just meet me later on the low

Don’t tell me you’re my heartbreaker
Cuz girl my heart’s breaking
Don’t tell me you’re my heartbreaker
Cuz girl my heart’s breaking (heartbreaker)

#HEARTBREAKER

hi guys, no. before you ask, I'm having a heart break or another lovey dovey thing. I just wanna promote my idol, Justin Bieber (yep, I'm a belieber, judge me, whatever I won't listen) who will release a new single for LESS THAN 24 HOURS OMG I cant breath! SO here I go with my fangirl syndrome.

So about 18 weeks (or so) ago, Justin keep teasing beliebers about his new music journals with 'soon' which makes lots of beliebers really wanna kick his ass for teasing us for more than 18 weeks (lol), and finally Justin doesnt play with the 'soon-ish' anymore and FINALLY pick a date to release his new music journals.. which is October 7th!!! AAAND not just it, he also announce #MUSICMONDAYS which mean he will release one song each monday (sunday midnight actually)..I repeat one song each monday for ten weeks! AAAND he will also release his documentary-movie called Believe 3D this Christmas. So, get ready for #heartbreaker and #Believe3D try to promote.

aaand the fact that Justin is so exited about this #musicmondays is beyond adorable just saying ;)
Look at this! He changed his bio, his header, he uploaded so many pics about #heartbreaker and that's beyond adorable that he shows how much he love his beliebers :)

AAND HERE IS THE TIME since u're in tehe different countries and Justin will release #hearbreaker on 12 p.m. est..

And Indonesia gonna be at 11 am Monday

AAAND,  just saying, u need these things ;)

Okay, that's all. Im done (not yet actually) with my fangirl-ing thing.. but keep trying to promote and wait and let's go crazy with mee!!!!