I’ll be - JB

The strands in your eyes
That color them wonderful
Stop me was stealing my breath
The emeralds from mountains
The thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me
That we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I’ll be captivated
I’ll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartbreak
That hang from above
Chorus:
What day is it
And in what month
This clocks never seems so alive
And I cant keep up
And I cant back down
Ive been losing so much time
Cause its you and me
And all of the people
And nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And its you and me
Ive dropped out
Ive bearned up
Ive fought my way back from the dead
Ive turned in
Ive turned on
Ive saw all of the things ive said
And Ill be your crying solder
Ill be love cuicide
And ill be better when im older
Ill be the greatest fan of your life
Greatest fan of your life

Come Home To Me Lyrics - JB

Come home to me

Come home to me

Back into my arms

Home where you belong

Come home to me

Come home to me

If home is where you are

Then home is way too far away

TV light of blue and white

Just can’t fall asleep at night

Move over to the space where you should be

Even half way seem so far

Over mountains and diamond stars

Everybody has their own way home

Come home to me

Come home to me

Back into my arms

Home where you belong

Come home to me

Come home to me

If home is where you are

Home is way too far away

All my life I’ve dreamed of love

Never thought it would hurt this much

To kiss goodbye and wait for your return

So I’ll be strong and hold on to

A picture and a thought of you

Getting all the love that you deserve

So come home to me

Come home to me

Back into my arms

Home where you belong

Come home to me

Come home to me

If home is where you are

Home is way too far away

If home is where you are

Then home is way too far away

Bigger - JB

[Verse 1]
Gotta believe it
Believe it like a fairytale
The tooth under your pillowcase
And know I won't I won't
Ever let you down (No)
Like a Seesawing down
You know why
Cuz we ain't on the playground no more

[Pre]
We're big enough to stand in the front line
We're big enough to stand next to love

[Chorus]
I was a player when I was little
but now I'm bigger I'm bigger
A heart-breaker when I was little
but now I'm bigger I'm bigger
And all the haters I swear
They look so small from up here
Cuz we're bigger, love's bigger, I'm bigger and you're bigger

[Verse 2]
Whoa oh
I remember when my heart was young
You were still bigger than me
Is that the reason that you stayed
Most would've got rid of me
Now the boys in the school yard
Can't think my hugs and my kisses are from her
When ain't pushed over no more babe

[Pre]
We're big enough to stand in the front line
We're big enough to stand next to love

[Chorus]
I was a player when I was little
but now I'm bigger I'm bigger
A heart-breaker when I was little
but now I'm bigger I'm bigger
And all the haters I swear
They look so small from up here
Cuz we're bigger, love's bigger, I'm bigger and you're bigger

[Chorus]
I was a player when I was little
but now I'm bigger I'm bigger
A heart-breaker when I was little
but now I'm bigger I'm bigger
And all the haters I swear
They look so small from up here
Cuz we're bigger, love's bigger, I'm bigger and you're bigger

[Verse 3]
(Remember those stroll down street) I remember that
(Don't like Edle Lane?) Like Yesterday
(They shine on me) We were little then
(In class I dreamed about you) My baby
You wow wow (You wow wow)
Since then all I can remember is the love only got Bigger

[Chorus]
I was a player when I was little
but now I'm bigger I'm bigger
A heart-breaker when I was little
but now I'm bigger I'm bigger
And all the haters I swear
They look so small from up here
Cuz we're bigger, love's bigger, I'm bigger and you're bigger

[Chorus]
I was a player when I was little
but now I'm bigger I'm bigger
A heart-breaker when I was little
but now I'm bigger I'm bigger
And all the haters I swear
They look so small from up here
Cuz we're bigger, love's bigger, I'm bigger and you're bigger

Eenie meenie - JB&Sean K

(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney mo
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

She's indecisive
She can't decide
She keeps on lookin'
From left to right

Girl, c'mon get closer
Look in my eyes
Searchin is so wrong
I'm Mr. Right

You seem like the type
To love 'em and leave 'em
And disappear right after this song
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Don't leave me out here dancin' alone

You can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time
I'm not tryin' to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Justin)
Let me show you what your missin'
Paradise
With me you're winning girl
You don't have to roll the dice
Tell me what you're really here for (Here for)
Them other guys?
I can see right through ya

You seem like the type
To love 'em and leave 'em
And disappear right after the song
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Don't leave me out here dancin' alone

You can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time
I'm not tryin' to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova (yeah yeah yeah)
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova (ohhh) (let's go!)
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova (here we go!)

(Justin and Sean)
Can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time
I'm not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Oohhhh

Dr Bieber - JB

Cure the Bieber fever
Dr. Bieber
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber (Bieber fever is spreading across the country..)
Dr. Bieber (wait world no universe..)
Dr. Bieber ( Bieber fever is spreading rapidly and its incurable I repeat incurable)
Bieber fever
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Cure the fever
Cur cur cure the fever
Cur cure the fever
Cure the bieber fever
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Cure the fever
Cur cur cure the fever
Cur cure the fever
Cure the Bieber fever (yeah, yeah)
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Yeah, I got a PHD
I don't need a fake ID
Yeah you females know of me
I'm so sick with no IV
J-U-S-T
Bieber fever's in the street
Time to realize
Ima beast, Ima beast, Ima Beast
Say it 3 times cuz they know it's right
Catch this virus in the night
I know it's incurable
It's durable
But it's alright
It just spread across the globe
Into every single home
Every city
Every country
Every girl is on the phone
(Oh my gosh I love him. Isn't he perfect?)
You can be my queen, yeah
I'll show u how I work it
How I work it
How I how I work it
How I work it
How I how I work it
This is not a cold,
Not a flu
Not a sickness
Baby this is good
And it doesn't hurt to get this
You were never cured
And you never will regret this
Yeah, my swag's up
Riding with Kenny
In the Lexis
[Kenny Hamilton:]
Oh My God
It's bieber fever
It's everywhere
It's taking over the water
It's taking over the air streams
You can not run from it
You can not hide from it
That's why we call it
BIEBER FEVER!
[Justin Bieber:]
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Cure the fever
Cur cur cure the fever
Cur cure the fever
Cure the bieber fever
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Cure the fever
Cur cur cure the fever
Cur cure the fever
Cure the bieber fever
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Dr. Bieber
Doc Doc Doc Dr. Bieber
Cure the fever
Cur cur cure the fever
Cur cure the fever
Cure the bieber fever
We Know the DJ .com
We got DJ Tay James right here
We also got Sean Kingston
[Sean Kingston:]
Whats up?
You know what it is Bieber fever
Shawty mane, shawty mane
I caught Bieber fever too

Down to earth - JB

I never thought it'd be easy
Cause we both so distant now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how
No one has a solid answer
But just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face It just tears me apart
So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry and cry and cry and cry
And we live (and we love) and we learn (and we love)
And we try and try and try and try
So it's up to you and it's up to me
That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth
Down to Earth, Down to Earth
On our way back down to Earth
*Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth*
And mommy you were always somewhere
Daddy I live out of town
So tell me how could I ever be normal somehow
You tell me this is for the best
So tell me why am I in tears?
*Woah* So far away, and now I just need you here
So we fight (we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry and cry and cry and cry
And we live (we live) and we love (we love)
And we try and try and try and try
So it's up to you and it's up to me
That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth
Down to Earth, Down to Earth
On our way back down to Earth
*Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth*
We fell so far away from the way we used to be
Now we're standing and where do we go
When there's no road to get to your heart
Let's start over again
So it's up to you and it's up to me
That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth
Down to Earth, Down to Earth
On our way back down to Earth
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,
I never thought it would be easy
Cause we both so distant now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how

One Time - JB

Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
One time, one time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won’t stop stop
And even though it’s a struggle love is all we got
And we gon’ keep keep climbing to the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you’re my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I’ma be your one guy
You’ll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You’re by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I’ll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you’re my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I’ma be your one guy
You’ll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She’s got everything I need
And I’ma tell her one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime

She makes me happy
I know where I’ll be
Right by your side
‘Cause she is the one

And girl you’re my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I’ma be your one guy
You’ll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
One time, one time

NoName

oke, gua bingung kasih judulnya tapi ini smua cuman curhatan gue.

4 Juni 2011.

yah, kau tau apa? yep, pengumuman kelulusan! setelah semaleman aku melampiasakan kegalauanku dengan setrika baju (geje banget emang) sampe jam 2 pagi atau lebih, aku tidur. paginya aku berangkat ke sekolah. aku trus berfikir "akankah aku membuat orangtuaku kecewa atau bahagia?" pikiran itu membawaku pada pengalamanku waktu SD dulu. dimana aku hanya mendapat nem 25,75 (kal ga salah) dari total 30,00. aku kecewa banget waktu itu, aku bener2 hancur, aku merassa aku ga berguna aku merasa aku tuh cuman bisa nyusahin orangtuaku aku ngerasa aku gak pantes buat berada di sisi mereka, aku udah kecewain mereka. aku hancur. yang aku harepin aku bisa masuk SMP N 1 Yogyakarta, ternyata nem ku hanya mampu membwaku masuk SMPN 1 Sedayu. oke, aku brusaha buat nerima itu smua. di skolah aku sellalu brusaha buat nomer 1 tapi itu susah, susah banget, tapi aku sllalu usaha hingga guru2 memilihku untuk mengikuti berbagai perlombaan. termasuk yang satu ini. aku mengikuti sebuah lomba pidato Bahasa Jawa yang diselenggarakan dinas kebudayaan, lomba tingkat provinsi. 'katanya' kalo menangin lomba ini  bisa dapet tambahan nem. juara I dapet tambahan 0,8 juara 2 0,6 dan juara 3 0,4. aku mengikuti lomba itu, brusaha skuat tenaga nd singkat crita akhirnya aku berhasil dapet juara 2, itu berati kelak aku bakal dapet tambahan nem 0,6.

oke, pikiran itu tadi membuatku sedikit tenang. apalgi dengan hasil TPM2ku yang cukup memuaskan, sangat memuaskan mallah bagiku. di TPM itu aku berhasil berkali2 mengalahkan pesaingku sejak kelas 7 yang belum pernah 'terkalahkan'.

setelah sampai di skolah aku langsung gabung smaa temen2ku. singkat cerita udah pengumuman, nem ku 37,00. aku bersyukur, karna pmenurut dugaanku aku hanya mampu mendapat nilai 35an karan soal UNASnya sumpah susah setinggi langit! lumayan lah ntar kan jadinya bisa 37,6. oke aku masih bisa masuk Teladan kok :) aku trus berfikiran postif. tapi ternyata nilai itu juga tak mampu membawaku pergi menuju SMA Teladan, nem temen2ku di kota bagus2 banget! 37,9 bahkan 38,9!kemungkinanku buat masuk Teladan kecil, kecil banget seupil kali, apalagi dengan adaya kuota dari Luar kota dan adanya siswa KMS, aku semakin gelisah. apakah kali ini orang tuaku juga akan kembali kecewa??

seminggu kemudian orangtuaku brusaha meminta tambahan Nem ke Dinas, namun ternyata ditolak.

hatiku hancur.
 aku kembali mengecewakan orangtuaku aku merasa sangat bersalah, aku bener2 marah sama diriku snediri, sama Dinas, aku hancur, aku merasa aku ga berguna. aku ngrasa aku udah sia2in orangtuaku. orantuaku yang selalu usaha buat ngebahagiain aku, orangtuaku yang sellalu brusaha buat nurutin smua keinginanku, aku merasa hancur benar2 hancur, berkeping2 bahkan hancur menjadi serbuk. tapi orangtuaku, orangtua yang telah aku kecewakan justru membesarkan hatiku. mereka bilang "gapapa, nem nya juga trmasuk bagus kok, masih bisa masuk SMADA" yep, aku brharap Tuhan mendengar doaku, aku bisa masuk SMADA seperti kedua kakakku, sehingga suat saat aku bisa mmebahagiakan ibu, bapak dan orang2 yang percaya nd sayang sama aku. aku berharap kelak, suat saat aku bisa membuat mereka tersenyum puas olehku, tersenyum bahagia karenaku dan bangga mempunyai anak speertiku ;') karna aku percaya Tuhan sellalu ksih yang uamtNya butuhkan, bukan yang umatNya nginkan. karna aku prcaya bahwa ini smua adalah realita, dan realita harus kita hadapi bukan renungkan. dan aku juga percaya bahwa "there's sunshine beyond that rain, i know there's good time beyond that pain." (JB-Pray). Tuhan pasti sanggup untuk membuatku kembali bersinar untuk mmbuatku mmbahagiakan kedua orangtuaku karna Tuhan sellau memberi harapan untukku. dan alunan lagu Pray dari Justin Bieber serta lagu2 laiinnya dari Justin Bieber, Greyson Chance dan Sabrina serta artis2 lainnya menemaniku membuat pikiranku kambali jernih dan siap menyongsong hari. siap manantang hari. SMADA masih akan ada, SMADA harapanku. Tuhan, smoga kau bisa masuk sana semoga besok entah akpan aku bisa mmabahagiakan orangtuaku, Amin. :")

makasih udah dengerin curhatan gejeku, maav kalo acakadul -__-